All I’ve ever wanted my entire life was to get married, settle down, and have children! I wanted to find that special person that was my perfect match and a wonderful father!

I first met my husband online. Yes, online! I don’t think I’ve ever shared this on my blog before but we met on MySpace! – even worse right! LOL.

I was a vet tech at an animal hospital and worked constantly. When I was home, I would play on MySpace. Ya know, when MySpace was cool. Before Facebook took over!

He pursed me and initially I didn’t give him the time of day. But eventually we went to dinner and a movie for our first date.

Despite meeting online, we actually knew friends of friends and possibly could have crossed paths at one time.

After we got married, I wasn’t really sure how many children I wanted but I figured I would just play it by ear (and I still am).  But the hubby has ALWAYS insisted on just two children!

I knew there was a good chance we would have boys just because of all the boys in our family. And although I knew my husband really wanted a boy, I knew I’d love to have a girl!

I wonder what my life would be like now if things had been different. I wonder what would have happened if I chose another path.

I wonder if I had had two boys instead of girls. Would I be happy with just two? Would I want to try for a girl?

I wonder what would have happened if I kept that job I had after we got married.

I wonder what life will be like when the girls start school.

I wonder how their relationship will develop.

I wonder how my husband will like his new job in 10 years.

I wonder what will happen with two teenage girls living under the same roof!

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Can you relate? What do you wonder?